Sunday, July 09, 2006
Amazing love
"Amazing Love how can it beThat you my king have died for me"
I just want to thank God in here for all the amazing love he supplied for me on this wonderful weekend, with Thomas went to Art gallery for first nation culture, stories, history; Peters tennis tournament; Pennys life stories, Wimbledon, my hero Roger Federer win the final match with Nadal; Sunday worship, fellowship with church friends; learning roller blade with Lilian, and with Michaels help; Millers home swimming party; met very intelligent person Fenton, with great lead ship ability, and went through whole business concept; also had great time with Davin at Fenton's home, met kids, and other business partners, Karen, Susan, Nick.. it was amazing that how God arranged people around me and help me out for everything. And also I can help people out in some ways too. This is the life supposed to be, to see people happy and fulfill their dream is my goal. Thanks.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Love and Sacrifice
Nice walking and chatting in Rice Lake this morning with friend, quiet, peace. Thanks God, He answered my prayer, I finally got chance to learn how to check my car tires. I am strongly believing that God arrange people in my life has his purposes, sometimes the assignment is tiny, but it’s good. In Christina family, we help each other to grow, and support each other, like Jesus said we are brothers and sisters. I also learn there is no fears for love, love always bring prosperity harvest. Love is not selfish, love is to give, to support with your heart. Always wish the best for people. My friend told me I have glow; I do not think I am perfect, I am a sinner, and God cleanse my soul and my body. I try do my best to live a good life in God’s way.
My friend brought up a question, why Noah curses his son Ham? Because he gospel his father’s nakedness, he did not cover his father, like other two sons, he feel his father’s drunk without cloth on is a shame. God try to teach us in here, we should cover others, not just when they need help, also when they are in embarrass situation, we can not proclaim their embarrassment, we must try to help them immediately. We must never feel ashamed about our parents, they are getting old, they are not younger anymore, wrinkle all around their face, if I were rejected by my kid, how my heart will be crashed. Same as our parents. That’s why Noah curses Ham, for his non reputation, for his shame feeling.
I am seriously thinking about working for Church, I wish God can answer my prayer. I know I am not good enough to do it, but I have heart to learn. Friends out there, pray for me.
Julie resigns from channel m work, big news for me. I had chat with her after I receive the news. I can see she has big smile on her face, I am very happy for her. She has her dreams and goals, she wants to involve in film industry, she has strong mind. Sometime we need to sacrifice something to fulfill our dreams. Once I had calling from God six years ago in Beijing, God told me, I must sacrifice myself. What’s that mean? Time passed by, I am still wondering, but I clearly know from that point, my life was changed, and joy came back. There is no regret to walk on God way, never.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Self Control
If you want to know me, get here to see me. What you will know, what I will be.
I think I am in trial now. My heart was driven by passion; we are human beings, we need passion to love, to do things, but we can not let passion to control our life, any decision should be based on directed by the Holy Spirit. Before entering any circumstances, you should have much pray.
When I am cool, I am not happy with my heart.
In 1 Corinthians 7:5 Do not deprive each other except by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control.
1 Thessalonians5:6 So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled.
Lovely New friend
I met a very lovely person in my life now. I am so thankful God. I know God arrange people together having his own purpose for each other, not by coincidence, and they carry on their own assignment for each other. Right now I am not clear what our mission for, but I believe there will be abundance blessings there for each other.I will settle down my blog home here now, to thank for my dearest new friend.I wrote down my dream and life goals yesterday, actually I think goals and dreams are belong to young people, who has lots of dreams about world, as soon as you grew up, being mature, I more likely living in present, not dreaming too much. When I started thinking what my dream is, I found that I am still a dreamer and I am young enough to embrace world. I do have dreams; I want to fulfill it before I die. Maybe this is my mission God assigned to me:1. be ready to welcome Gods coming; (very very important)2. be free of my daily survive, financially;3. tell my parents and my kid how much I love them; living with parents for awhile to make them happy before they pass away;4. I want to see my kid becoming a good, self independent people in society;5. I want to have a lovely family, lovely husband;6. Ask people forgiveness;7. Sold all my belongs to travel in the world with my lover;8. Help people for what I can supply;9. Open up a charity organization in China for counseling people who are suffering, especially woman;10. Learning god's words maturely, and preach Gods kingdom to world;11. If it is possible, I would like to set up a Christian school for children;12. Love people with whole my heart;13. My gift is I have a strong sense of heart for people, I would like properly utilize to serve people.
Monday, July 03, 2006
Temptations
Reading an article about how we face temptations:
"A victorious Christian life may still be a tempted life."
Temptation comes when we are drawn away by our own lusts (James 1:14).
There is something we must realize. As long as you and I are in this physical body we are going to be tempted. Realize there is no sin in being tempted. Realize you and I do not have to YIELD to temptation in any way. Remember sin is a choice. (Let's be honest. I'm a human being and I've sinned before. I know how this thing works.) I have a choice. If I'm tempted to do something wrong, I can choose to do right and God will empower me to keep that choice, or I can choose the wrong and Satan will eventually enslave me again.
To walk in the Spirit means to live in prayer and in the Word of God.
The Lord would have us call on Him when we are faced with temptation so that we don't sell out to the enemy. He wants to help us so that we do not have to face the problems created by our sin. Even if we fail, God will help us get up and go on and can turn what Satan meant for evil into good. However, it is better that we do not fall into the pit to begin with as we will be spared much suffering and sorrow.
Great message. Do pray, asking God for strength and wisdom to defeat various temptations in my daily life; handing over all circumstances to God, let Holy Spirit guiding me, and show me the truth. Sin is a choice, but God is love. Let God be the chooser, then we will win the battle in my life.
Pray for me
Nice sunny day, went to church worship, church picnic, and playing tennis with Lillian. Movie night with bunch of churchs friends. Superman III, full day again.Nasa invited me to go to coastal church picnic after morning service. I knew Nasa for 5 years, he is from Iran. I consider he is a godly man, he has very strong faith on God and he has very simple life; but somehow he has problems with church people. He left FBC for some rumor reason; I do not know what exactly happened. He was very upset. For my understanding, we should love people like Jesus loves us, people should not think about what this person had done in the past, and treat this person badly. We are all sinner, we are all not perfect, if you think you are better than others, then you make sin again, because pride is sin. We should humbly serve others, especially poor people.I completely understand Nasa’s feeling, but we should put faith on God, not people. For me I only care about how God think about me, not people. I found myself silly to write my journey in here, especially English is not my mother tongue, and I am still learning. I am writing, because I want to talk to God and report my daily life to him, my joy and my sadness. Dear heavenly father, I know you command us: do not disturb your heart, go to peace. But somehow my heart is not so calm now, because my emotional feeling, I need pray, I need to hand over all my feeling to you, let you in control.I pray in here for those people who need pray, I pray for Michael, I wish he will have a wonderful family, has many kids as he want; I pray for Jenny, I hope she can overcome her emotional pain love feeling; I pray for Lillian, I wish she will get her new job; I pray for Nasa, receive Gods abundant love, and take those negative feeling inside about people, love them with his whole heart; I pray for Davin, safe trip and success in business; I pray for Helen, finding new home in Vancouver; I pray for all my family, God keep them safe in China. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Save our earth, home
Beautiful day, playing tennis, had business meeting, new project coming in, had a movie with friend little bit regret missing church event.An inconvenient truth is a great documentary, gave us impressive message, globe warming. If this warming continues, we all well face the deadly consequences within 50 years; our children will suffer our consequences:More than a million species worldwide could be extinction by 2050. Global sea levels could rise by more than 20 feet, we will loss lots of green land, Beijing, Shanghai, New York, Vancouver etc will be burry under ocean. Nature disasters will happened often.It is terrible. Actually we can do something to reduce the pressure on earth. We can moral obligation to do so; small changes to our daily life can help to stop global warming. I should take some action from now. This is for our earth home, for our children:There are ten tips to do:Change a lightDrive less (I will walk more than drive0Recycle moreCheck your tires (I should learn how to check my tires first)Use less hot waterAvoid products with a lot of packagingAdjust your thermostatPlant a treeTurn off electronic devicesPlease check www.climatecrisis.netThis morning I went to Stanley Park to play tennis. I saw a lady there by herself. I know she loves playing tennis, because I saw her many times, just have no chance to chat with her. I asked her to play with me, she was very happy and we had good time playing together. Her name is colettee and original from France, she has been Canada for over 30 years. She talked me about work, life, past. When I asked her if she wants a family, she seems regret to answer me that she already passed the age of having a family. I know she wishes have a family. I will pray for her, God I need a family too.Time passed midnight, still have lots of things need to report, got messages from old friend, I could not do anything. Had very nice chat online.tiredzzzzzzzzzz
Friday, June 30, 2006
To an Old Friend
It was sad Friday night, back home earlier from work. My brother Peter is not at home, quiet. I need silence, I need to stay alone, and I need to face all my sadness, missing family, homesick, for the one I have lost. I often ask God why I am so weak, why I am afraid of the life in front me sometimes; I know I should put all my trust on Him.I read the message from my old friend this afternoon by accident, delay message always made me so sad. Then I ask myself why I could not get this message earlier, or on time? It was happened long times ago, for me it was long, longer enough to let me think about. Once I was so brave to jump onto a bouncing bed, I was so fascinate about how the bed bouncing me up, but when I was back to earth, the bed was not there anymore, my legs was broken, my heart was crashthe only reason was fears of love. God said love with no fear, love cast all the shadow; love your neighbor as your brother; lay down yourself to your friendsI am still a baby, fall down on my way, God is so good to calm me down to huddle me, and teach me how to love people and the one harmed you, because love is no fear. I am so thankful for those people on my journey, taught me lessons and being a great gift in my life.
Working for God
Mopping floor, cleaning window, packing all the glasses, plates and cups...what's this work for? I am working for God. God has purpose for each of us everyday; He sets up every opportunity for us during our daily bases. We all have our major job, we also have things to do for friends, family, helping people out, we do things for ourselves too. We maybe enjoy our work or not, feel boring, or tired, sometimes we think work is less importantthink of this way, we are doing work for God, because he set up all the work for us. Treat each work as God's assignment; you will fully use your heart to achieve the task.Always think this is your last opportunity, such as when I met new people in the tennis court, I always told myself this is the last opportunity I play game with this person, I must do my best, I must fully enjoy it, I must fight to win each point.When we cleaned the apartment this morning, sun pouring upon the carpet, we are singing, Jonelle said to me: Joanne, we are working for God. Yes, indeed we are working for God. this is my lesson for today and for my future. I am so enjoying and happy.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
God is so good
You can not change the past. Whatever has happened in your life so far-both good and bad can not be altered, and the decisions and events that you made you what you are today are indelibly inscribed in the story of your life.I never regret for what happened in my past, I believe all the endurances will eventually be gone, and I will overcame it, and I truly believe with God's help, all my life chores will be sort out, and put in God's way. With God's amazing love, I embrace all happiness of friendship, passionate love feeling, and curiosities about the world.For the past half year, I've learned all good things, let the past go, gave all my sorrow and grief to God, ask him for help, because keeping grief inside, eventually my spirit will be broken up, which not delight in God's sight; Ive learned how I can be patient to wait for the godly mate chosen from God for me, I am more enjoy to spend individually time with God, I invited Him to be with me in my every minutes, fun part and weak moment; I've learn how to work precisly and supply perfect work to people; I've learned how to be diligent to my life and truthfully living every day. God is so good, His love is the best in world.I wish my journey would be the witness of living God, and I wish God could use me to be His light in the world.This morning I helped my mentor Jonelle moving. Its gorgeous day. I met few of her friends, lovely people.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
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