I am tired...

God I want to tell you, I am gloomy, furious, weary, I deeply undergo I was squished, had no where to go. I evidently know that I am in tribunal now. My supervisor provided me inequitable treat, and some people around me tries to push me in the darkness. Families’ crying out, child was stubborn. Love people stepped away. What I’ve done, I offered all my heart to people and offspring, why the unexpected consequences are too sad. I tried to ordain every one jolly, but they just want to urge me away? Life can never been normally imagined the style you require, continually to go other side. I typically identify father you told me to what I should do, this is only I can do, no matter how the particular statuses are, love people as you rule; I cannot vary the issues, and I only can receive it and confront it. I can significantly modify myself. So many nightmares for many nights already, I am exhausted.