Monday, July 31, 2006

Life Moments

There are always some moments in my life I don’t want it go or I genuinely aspire I can especially retain it always, or pause it. But we know precious point never can halt and continue. That is all passionate feeling about, and all the feeling build up our life and remembrances, then whole life will be like a non cease flow river, make a circle and a circle, maybe I can current lost myself somewhere one day, but eventually I realize I am still in the same circle or I assume I am on the right track. Love always is a essential theme in our life, we are growing and we are comprehending to love others more.

Spending few weeks’ Saturday with Thomas, movies, chatting, friendship, overall impressions are soft, there is no intensive impacts there, but there are so many caring and loving. I strongly believe there are definite purposes God arranging people in my life. And we have primary obligations to others. I am truly wanted to carry out my partial duty to make friends happy. With strongly thankful heart, I am so thankful God for bringing such person in my life now. I feel more releases from my daily burden, and feel more comfort to be with him, and appear more enthusiastically enhancing myself.

Davin’s girlfriend Amy is still in struggle with short memory from ski accident. He told me, the people who take care of Amy do not believe in God, he is sad about that. I pray for them and her.

I had BBQ at lam’s house last night with international group people, we had openly discussed how international group’s directions are, and people supply lots of good ideals, and we pray for FBI at end. I am sure God taking care of International ministry and it will be on God’s track.

Jean told me she met a new boyfriend, because she is afraid of this person who maybe does not like her son, she automatically made a lie. Why people sometimes make lie, because they are fearful of losing. Sometimes we must let factors go, and we must willingly accept the results explicitly we do not want it occurred. Karen broke up with her boyfriend. She did not show up at church lat Sunday. Peter went out for fun last night; I was just too anxious about him. I realise it is not proper, but what I can do, people should response for their personal behaviors.

I feel my brain look like a bomb now, too much thought dances inside. I hope to manage my life, and I am the only one who response myself.

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