A Gloomy Day...

There are some things I am not satisfied with my current life, and I am struggling. Such as, I do not like my working shift schedule, I work in the evening, and I cannot get chance to be social with friends; I do not like people gossiping behind, I do not understand why some people are so enjoying chitchat at back, when they talk about others, their eyebrows are dancing, their face is flying; I do not like people exaggerate, brag…I am struggling with one kind of business, people talk about dreams, and vision, and seem they will help you to fulfill your dreams; the reason I am struggling is those people are so nice and kind, there is nothing wrong with people, just I still do not understand what this business is, how they can help people to fulfill their dreams, what they really want from you, why they want to help you. God never say He can help me to fulfill my dreams, He only say he will supply all my needs. Tell me what the behind. I already put my efforts on it, because I honor those people I met, they are great people from my understanding now, I would rather to make friends with them instead of business. I am so struggling, God show me the way and answer me.

What a gloomy day, intensive work. One day is almost gone. Ding Guo brought up the weekend Interactive show topic, “Are we living for work?” I do not think we should live for work, but for the most people, work is very important, which is the source of supporting daily bases; it is essential foundation for your responsibilities, raising kids and taking care of olds. We suppose living for god’s tasks, because we are made by God and god has goal for each of us, just sometimes we are not clear the goal.

There is more good than bad in the future, I always think in this way, there is more expectations and excitements tomorrow. I will go to Portland for business meeting tomorrow; it is such nice to have a break in the other land, and seeing some unknown people and having business opportunities. Life is good, just sometimes I need to sink my heart and mind. Pray for me if you know me, for my trip safe and happy.