There are always some moments in my life I don’t want it go or I genuinely aspire I can especially retain it always, or pause it. But we know precious point never can halt and continue. That is all passionate feeling about, and all the feeling build up our life and remembrances, then whole life will be like a non cease flow river, make a circle and a circle, maybe I can current lost myself somewhere one day, but eventually I realize I am still in the same circle or I assume I am on the right track. Love always is a essential theme in our life, we are growing and we are comprehending to love others more.
Spending few weeks’ Saturday with Thomas, movies, chatting, friendship, overall impressions are soft, there is no intensive impacts there, but there are so many caring and loving. I strongly believe there are definite purposes God arranging people in my life. And we have primary obligations to others. I am truly wanted to carry out my partial duty to make friends happy. With strongly thankful heart, I am so thankful God for bringing such person in my life now. I feel more releases from my daily burden, and feel more comfort to be with him, and appear more enthusiastically enhancing myself.
Davin’s girlfriend Amy is still in struggle with short memory from ski accident. He told me, the people who take care of Amy do not believe in God, he is sad about that. I pray for them and her.
I had BBQ at lam’s house last night with international group people, we had openly discussed how international group’s directions are, and people supply lots of good ideals, and we pray for FBI at end. I am sure God taking care of International ministry and it will be on God’s track.
Jean told me she met a new boyfriend, because she is afraid of this person who maybe does not like her son, she automatically made a lie. Why people sometimes make lie, because they are fearful of losing. Sometimes we must let factors go, and we must willingly accept the results explicitly we do not want it occurred. Karen broke up with her boyfriend. She did not show up at church lat Sunday. Peter went out for fun last night; I was just too anxious about him. I realise it is not proper, but what I can do, people should response for their personal behaviors.
I feel my brain look like a bomb now, too much thought dances inside. I hope to manage my life, and I am the only one who response myself.
Monday, July 31, 2006
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Fight With My Life
I am observing ordering myself now, leaning things and fight with my life. I won’t rely on any human being. There are so many gorgeous and incredible ability people around me, I am so fulfilled of them. Ben is my example, He is always fighting with his life, and he is such generous and responsible person. He is never ending pursuit his visions and continually keeps extensively learning facts. Julie is another example; she is seeking her film dream and gave up her good job. There is only 2% people will previous accomplishment in their existence, most are ordinary, I desire to be the 2%, and I eventually hope I can be a person who can improve others.
Calling mum last night, she was distressed, I hope to liberate her; this is my duty to do. She seemed had peace after my phone call.
Looking at myself, I simultaneously understand I did not give up yet, I am still fighting with my life. I am drained; God knows everything, because God wants me to be His people.
Calling mum last night, she was distressed, I hope to liberate her; this is my duty to do. She seemed had peace after my phone call.
Looking at myself, I simultaneously understand I did not give up yet, I am still fighting with my life. I am drained; God knows everything, because God wants me to be His people.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Adjustment
It’s getting very tired mentally now. I had very heavy dream last night, there are too many things going on, I just very drowsy. I could not find any practical solutions. I basically recognize myself will go through all the problems. I do not trust somebody who will sufficiently perform for me to hastily set up my business and make easy wealth for me. I barely recognize myself must keep very clear mind, being attentive. There should be facts there, absolutely they are performing for themselves, and I more prefer honesty people, and I would prefer to know the bottom-line, “what do you specially require from me?” I know they want me to bring more people in. If you do not care about me, why you can professionally concern other people? I will take my way step by step, I still tell myself keeping clear attention, get obvious answer from them. I had short meeting with Davin, He is still a gorgeous person for me, because his personality made me could not refuse him being my friend. I wish this friendship lasting longer, not just because of finance corporation.
Many things going on in my life now, my home, Jaimie’s school, employment situation, orange people, commerce….Father, I am fatigued. I do not know how I can equitable comfort from those obligations in my attitude. Last night Millee and I prayed in FBC, she got very dull life too in her heart, I can perceive there are so many pain inside, she still is containing it, and could not relies. I essentially believe that, for many years I was hold all grieves inside myself, I could not let it go. It will take time, but ultimately it go, I am available. Now for myself, I involved in another circle in my life, I realize God need me to comprehensively study my life, my existence lesson, it will be tiresome too, but I must go through to build up my personality to fit into God’s pattern for me. There are just so many things I want to understand and getting around with people.
“I am crying because I have no shoes on until I saw someone had no feet.” Sure I am previously very lucky person comparing with so many others. All I apparently demand to do now is to keep going on my life, to retort what I should do, be strong, and keep endurances; there is no comfortable thing for me. Working hard, obtain what I wish. Being a good godly woman, independent, caring heart, inviting God inside my, generously assist me to bravely oppose all my trials in front.
• Jaimie’s school, stay with me and take sky train;
• Go to school to check up the area
• Full time work, change my attitude to enjoy my work, there is nothing I can convert others and statuses, I only can modify myself, and how to not be appealingly influenced by other people. Fair or unfair, I must accept it. On this weekend, do some researches online;
• Affiliate business, remaining eyes opening, taking time to blend in and study. Keep good friendship with my upline and gets to know his upline;
How to adjust my attitude it my priority in my current life.
Many things going on in my life now, my home, Jaimie’s school, employment situation, orange people, commerce….Father, I am fatigued. I do not know how I can equitable comfort from those obligations in my attitude. Last night Millee and I prayed in FBC, she got very dull life too in her heart, I can perceive there are so many pain inside, she still is containing it, and could not relies. I essentially believe that, for many years I was hold all grieves inside myself, I could not let it go. It will take time, but ultimately it go, I am available. Now for myself, I involved in another circle in my life, I realize God need me to comprehensively study my life, my existence lesson, it will be tiresome too, but I must go through to build up my personality to fit into God’s pattern for me. There are just so many things I want to understand and getting around with people.
“I am crying because I have no shoes on until I saw someone had no feet.” Sure I am previously very lucky person comparing with so many others. All I apparently demand to do now is to keep going on my life, to retort what I should do, be strong, and keep endurances; there is no comfortable thing for me. Working hard, obtain what I wish. Being a good godly woman, independent, caring heart, inviting God inside my, generously assist me to bravely oppose all my trials in front.
• Jaimie’s school, stay with me and take sky train;
• Go to school to check up the area
• Full time work, change my attitude to enjoy my work, there is nothing I can convert others and statuses, I only can modify myself, and how to not be appealingly influenced by other people. Fair or unfair, I must accept it. On this weekend, do some researches online;
• Affiliate business, remaining eyes opening, taking time to blend in and study. Keep good friendship with my upline and gets to know his upline;
How to adjust my attitude it my priority in my current life.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Advertising Your Business
“A Burden is always on your head and a responsibility is always on your shoulders. So it is always easy to bear something on shoulders.”
Advertising -Your - Business
Attention getting tactics for advertising your Home business
When you start a home-based business, it is essential to gain an edge over other competitors offering same products or services in the market. In order to attract customers to your site you will have to promote your site through advertisements. If you do not advertise, you will end with nothing done. Even though there is great range of products in the market, new products and service are conceptualized day by day. Even if the quality of the product or service you offer is the best, it will not gain attention from the customers. Without advertisement, there will be no sales and no revenue. This is the reason why the companies spend millions of dollars over advertisements. A product, which is not advertised, can easily get lost in the competitive market.
The small-scale business establishments, personal trades and home businesses are often under constraints of advertisement budgets. However, it need not always be so because, nowadays advertisements that are both inexpensive and expensive are available to your choice and needs. The basic idea is to get the attention of the public. Nowadays there is a definite trend for digitalization. You can create a domain with an attractive dot.com and file your site to free web directories. This can add great value to the products and services you are offering.
One effective method for advertising home based business on the Internet is to try Shared advertising. Here you need to find out people who are also in need for product exposure at least expenditure, and merge your advertisement along with their product. This method gives definite benefit as long as you differentiate your product well from the others. This method of advertising can be less expensive. Here you can be convinced that any surfer to come to visit the other product or service will definitely have a look at the one which you offer. Shared advertisement is very common on the Internet as they appeal to the same target audience. The more advertisers you share with, greater the exposure of your product.
The Internet has become the best choice for people to conduct business. There are many cost-effective methods for advertising through the Internet. Effective advertising methods are essential for promoting a product on the Internet because here the customers cannot virtually see and feel the product. Using banners with good designs can prove effective. Well-designed banners can attract more attention from the customers and provide credibility to the product. Advertisement through webzines and blogs can also attract the attention of the customers to a great extent.
Whichever method you follow, it is essential to see that the advertisements are clear and impressive. It should state all the qualities of the product in a clear and crisp manner to attract the attention of the customers.
Advertising -Your - Business
Attention getting tactics for advertising your Home business
When you start a home-based business, it is essential to gain an edge over other competitors offering same products or services in the market. In order to attract customers to your site you will have to promote your site through advertisements. If you do not advertise, you will end with nothing done. Even though there is great range of products in the market, new products and service are conceptualized day by day. Even if the quality of the product or service you offer is the best, it will not gain attention from the customers. Without advertisement, there will be no sales and no revenue. This is the reason why the companies spend millions of dollars over advertisements. A product, which is not advertised, can easily get lost in the competitive market.
The small-scale business establishments, personal trades and home businesses are often under constraints of advertisement budgets. However, it need not always be so because, nowadays advertisements that are both inexpensive and expensive are available to your choice and needs. The basic idea is to get the attention of the public. Nowadays there is a definite trend for digitalization. You can create a domain with an attractive dot.com and file your site to free web directories. This can add great value to the products and services you are offering.
One effective method for advertising home based business on the Internet is to try Shared advertising. Here you need to find out people who are also in need for product exposure at least expenditure, and merge your advertisement along with their product. This method gives definite benefit as long as you differentiate your product well from the others. This method of advertising can be less expensive. Here you can be convinced that any surfer to come to visit the other product or service will definitely have a look at the one which you offer. Shared advertisement is very common on the Internet as they appeal to the same target audience. The more advertisers you share with, greater the exposure of your product.
The Internet has become the best choice for people to conduct business. There are many cost-effective methods for advertising through the Internet. Effective advertising methods are essential for promoting a product on the Internet because here the customers cannot virtually see and feel the product. Using banners with good designs can prove effective. Well-designed banners can attract more attention from the customers and provide credibility to the product. Advertisement through webzines and blogs can also attract the attention of the customers to a great extent.
Whichever method you follow, it is essential to see that the advertisements are clear and impressive. It should state all the qualities of the product in a clear and crisp manner to attract the attention of the customers.
Monday, July 24, 2006
I am tired...
God I want to tell you, I am gloomy, furious, weary, I deeply undergo I was squished, had no where to go. I evidently know that I am in tribunal now. My supervisor provided me inequitable treat, and some people around me tries to push me in the darkness. Families’ crying out, child was stubborn. Love people stepped away. What I’ve done, I offered all my heart to people and offspring, why the unexpected consequences are too sad. I tried to ordain every one jolly, but they just want to urge me away? Life can never been normally imagined the style you require, continually to go other side. I typically identify father you told me to what I should do, this is only I can do, no matter how the particular statuses are, love people as you rule; I cannot vary the issues, and I only can receive it and confront it. I can significantly modify myself. So many nightmares for many nights already, I am exhausted.
Friday, July 21, 2006
Heavy Life...
I left here for couple days already, and my life went to genuinely hectic and burdensome psychologically and bodily. There are too many responsibilities on my shoulder now, and appears there is no one position I can put down.
I was bored about my regular full time work and fascinated by the task God plan me to do, but somehow I could not start by my upline mentor, I roughly know maybe it is my business schedule, but I just do not understand why people assume too much big words ahead and looks could not fulfill. They definitely require me to bring people in, why, why I did not educate myself and how I can virtually assure the people I brought in. God please show me to fact, I am willing to go on your trip, but I need your expert guidance.
Life seems stop here, I could not go further. I wish to go but the practical fact won’t allows me to go. My new place just could not be set, Jaimie will be here, and I do not how I can appropriately prepare school for her. I am so tired about my lifestyle, I understand I am pushed in somewhere, I could not go also. I have no energy to assume about my personal life, and I am questioning myself if I actually need a boyfriend or mate in my life.
I desperately want friends, good friends, life friends, but I am inquisitive about if there is true friendship in the universe. God I am sad, whacked, I need a break, I wish to take my heavy burden in my mind, let joy come back, but I could not….Sad.
Ok, I genuinely believe myself should take a stepping back, back where I am. There is something exciting in front, but maybe it is not good timing. Take a deep breath, doing some exercises outdoor.
I am happy I will meet my mentor Johnelle tomorrow, I am sure she will aid myself to resolve my life problems. I am not fearful of failure, and surrender, but I am afraid of cheating and deceit. I am still wondering what this new business is about, I need be alert, I require to see the fact behind the trade. God pleases helps me, assist me to go through the dream you assign for me.
I was bored about my regular full time work and fascinated by the task God plan me to do, but somehow I could not start by my upline mentor, I roughly know maybe it is my business schedule, but I just do not understand why people assume too much big words ahead and looks could not fulfill. They definitely require me to bring people in, why, why I did not educate myself and how I can virtually assure the people I brought in. God please show me to fact, I am willing to go on your trip, but I need your expert guidance.
Life seems stop here, I could not go further. I wish to go but the practical fact won’t allows me to go. My new place just could not be set, Jaimie will be here, and I do not how I can appropriately prepare school for her. I am so tired about my lifestyle, I understand I am pushed in somewhere, I could not go also. I have no energy to assume about my personal life, and I am questioning myself if I actually need a boyfriend or mate in my life.
I desperately want friends, good friends, life friends, but I am inquisitive about if there is true friendship in the universe. God I am sad, whacked, I need a break, I wish to take my heavy burden in my mind, let joy come back, but I could not….Sad.
Ok, I genuinely believe myself should take a stepping back, back where I am. There is something exciting in front, but maybe it is not good timing. Take a deep breath, doing some exercises outdoor.
I am happy I will meet my mentor Johnelle tomorrow, I am sure she will aid myself to resolve my life problems. I am not fearful of failure, and surrender, but I am afraid of cheating and deceit. I am still wondering what this new business is about, I need be alert, I require to see the fact behind the trade. God pleases helps me, assist me to go through the dream you assign for me.
Monday, July 17, 2006
very tired
Got overwhelming weekend at Portland, I’ve learnt a lot: how to fight for dreams and goal, how the attitude is important than business, how to dealing with loving friend and own feeling… there is just too much. I am very tied. I realize there is too much pressure on my shoulder even I thought I could not afford any more. God please help me, show me what to do.
I saw God’s plan for me to go on for it, but I know it is not easy, but the words coming out to me, put faith on, does not matter what happened, do not give up. I know I will face many trials now to go on this business, this godly business.
There are trials:
1. Physical tired;
2. Passion seems gone;
3. Could not see the future;
4. Should spend more time on and I do not have time;
5. There is barrier between me and upline, because I need spend more time with them;
God, I am very depress right now, please help me and show me the strengthen.
I saw God’s plan for me to go on for it, but I know it is not easy, but the words coming out to me, put faith on, does not matter what happened, do not give up. I know I will face many trials now to go on this business, this godly business.
There are trials:
1. Physical tired;
2. Passion seems gone;
3. Could not see the future;
4. Should spend more time on and I do not have time;
5. There is barrier between me and upline, because I need spend more time with them;
God, I am very depress right now, please help me and show me the strengthen.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Key Steps
There are few important step changes in my life made me today:
• Kid was born changed me from a girl to a woman;
• Marriage failure changed me from independent to dependent woman;
• Careers change made me reconsidering myself value;
• Firmly follow Jesus gave me peace and joy;
• Twice big move made me stronger…etc
Life is combined with key steps, I have many steps called key step in my life, I consider people are more important in my life than things.
What I consider my life, there is nothing regrets and there are more good in the future, put heart on each day, truthfully honor your self and others.
• Kid was born changed me from a girl to a woman;
• Marriage failure changed me from independent to dependent woman;
• Careers change made me reconsidering myself value;
• Firmly follow Jesus gave me peace and joy;
• Twice big move made me stronger…etc
Life is combined with key steps, I have many steps called key step in my life, I consider people are more important in my life than things.
What I consider my life, there is nothing regrets and there are more good in the future, put heart on each day, truthfully honor your self and others.
A Gloomy Day...
There are some things I am not satisfied with my current life, and I am struggling. Such as, I do not like my working shift schedule, I work in the evening, and I cannot get chance to be social with friends; I do not like people gossiping behind, I do not understand why some people are so enjoying chitchat at back, when they talk about others, their eyebrows are dancing, their face is flying; I do not like people exaggerate, brag…I am struggling with one kind of business, people talk about dreams, and vision, and seem they will help you to fulfill your dreams; the reason I am struggling is those people are so nice and kind, there is nothing wrong with people, just I still do not understand what this business is, how they can help people to fulfill their dreams, what they really want from you, why they want to help you. God never say He can help me to fulfill my dreams, He only say he will supply all my needs. Tell me what the behind. I already put my efforts on it, because I honor those people I met, they are great people from my understanding now, I would rather to make friends with them instead of business. I am so struggling, God show me the way and answer me.
What a gloomy day, intensive work. One day is almost gone. Ding Guo brought up the weekend Interactive show topic, “Are we living for work?” I do not think we should live for work, but for the most people, work is very important, which is the source of supporting daily bases; it is essential foundation for your responsibilities, raising kids and taking care of olds. We suppose living for god’s tasks, because we are made by God and god has goal for each of us, just sometimes we are not clear the goal.
There is more good than bad in the future, I always think in this way, there is more expectations and excitements tomorrow. I will go to Portland for business meeting tomorrow; it is such nice to have a break in the other land, and seeing some unknown people and having business opportunities. Life is good, just sometimes I need to sink my heart and mind. Pray for me if you know me, for my trip safe and happy.
What a gloomy day, intensive work. One day is almost gone. Ding Guo brought up the weekend Interactive show topic, “Are we living for work?” I do not think we should live for work, but for the most people, work is very important, which is the source of supporting daily bases; it is essential foundation for your responsibilities, raising kids and taking care of olds. We suppose living for god’s tasks, because we are made by God and god has goal for each of us, just sometimes we are not clear the goal.
There is more good than bad in the future, I always think in this way, there is more expectations and excitements tomorrow. I will go to Portland for business meeting tomorrow; it is such nice to have a break in the other land, and seeing some unknown people and having business opportunities. Life is good, just sometimes I need to sink my heart and mind. Pray for me if you know me, for my trip safe and happy.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Jesus is love
“Gentle Jesus, meek and mild… Jesus – so loving, so compassionate, and so sacrificial – is the definition of gentleness and humility. In a world gone and with aggression and violence, Jesus stands out as a most loving and caring person.”
I often have curiosities what kind of love Jesus commands us to have, what kind of caring person God wants us to be.
• Sacrifice
• Giving
• Not selfishness
• Self control
• Offering what you have
• Give people what they need
• With open heart
• Serve
I frequently ask people what you expect from me, I really want to know what you want, and I can precisely offer, I can offer in various ways: being loving friend, being a support, being a big sister, being a reliable prayer, being a helper, being a lover. Jesus is love, he is no fears to love people and offer all what he can supply, he is passionate, he is wisdom, he is power, he is everything… there is no fears to love people.
I often have curiosities what kind of love Jesus commands us to have, what kind of caring person God wants us to be.
• Sacrifice
• Giving
• Not selfishness
• Self control
• Offering what you have
• Give people what they need
• With open heart
• Serve
I frequently ask people what you expect from me, I really want to know what you want, and I can precisely offer, I can offer in various ways: being loving friend, being a support, being a big sister, being a reliable prayer, being a helper, being a lover. Jesus is love, he is no fears to love people and offer all what he can supply, he is passionate, he is wisdom, he is power, he is everything… there is no fears to love people.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Amazing love
"Amazing Love how can it beThat you my king have died for me"
I just want to thank God in here for all the amazing love he supplied for me on this wonderful weekend, with Thomas went to Art gallery for first nation culture, stories, history; Peters tennis tournament; Pennys life stories, Wimbledon, my hero Roger Federer win the final match with Nadal; Sunday worship, fellowship with church friends; learning roller blade with Lilian, and with Michaels help; Millers home swimming party; met very intelligent person Fenton, with great lead ship ability, and went through whole business concept; also had great time with Davin at Fenton's home, met kids, and other business partners, Karen, Susan, Nick.. it was amazing that how God arranged people around me and help me out for everything. And also I can help people out in some ways too. This is the life supposed to be, to see people happy and fulfill their dream is my goal. Thanks.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Love and Sacrifice
Nice walking and chatting in Rice Lake this morning with friend, quiet, peace. Thanks God, He answered my prayer, I finally got chance to learn how to check my car tires. I am strongly believing that God arrange people in my life has his purposes, sometimes the assignment is tiny, but it’s good. In Christina family, we help each other to grow, and support each other, like Jesus said we are brothers and sisters. I also learn there is no fears for love, love always bring prosperity harvest. Love is not selfish, love is to give, to support with your heart. Always wish the best for people. My friend told me I have glow; I do not think I am perfect, I am a sinner, and God cleanse my soul and my body. I try do my best to live a good life in God’s way.
My friend brought up a question, why Noah curses his son Ham? Because he gospel his father’s nakedness, he did not cover his father, like other two sons, he feel his father’s drunk without cloth on is a shame. God try to teach us in here, we should cover others, not just when they need help, also when they are in embarrass situation, we can not proclaim their embarrassment, we must try to help them immediately. We must never feel ashamed about our parents, they are getting old, they are not younger anymore, wrinkle all around their face, if I were rejected by my kid, how my heart will be crashed. Same as our parents. That’s why Noah curses Ham, for his non reputation, for his shame feeling.
I am seriously thinking about working for Church, I wish God can answer my prayer. I know I am not good enough to do it, but I have heart to learn. Friends out there, pray for me.
Julie resigns from channel m work, big news for me. I had chat with her after I receive the news. I can see she has big smile on her face, I am very happy for her. She has her dreams and goals, she wants to involve in film industry, she has strong mind. Sometime we need to sacrifice something to fulfill our dreams. Once I had calling from God six years ago in Beijing, God told me, I must sacrifice myself. What’s that mean? Time passed by, I am still wondering, but I clearly know from that point, my life was changed, and joy came back. There is no regret to walk on God way, never.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Self Control
If you want to know me, get here to see me. What you will know, what I will be.
I think I am in trial now. My heart was driven by passion; we are human beings, we need passion to love, to do things, but we can not let passion to control our life, any decision should be based on directed by the Holy Spirit. Before entering any circumstances, you should have much pray.
When I am cool, I am not happy with my heart.
In 1 Corinthians 7:5 Do not deprive each other except by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control.
1 Thessalonians5:6 So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled.
Lovely New friend
I met a very lovely person in my life now. I am so thankful God. I know God arrange people together having his own purpose for each other, not by coincidence, and they carry on their own assignment for each other. Right now I am not clear what our mission for, but I believe there will be abundance blessings there for each other.I will settle down my blog home here now, to thank for my dearest new friend.I wrote down my dream and life goals yesterday, actually I think goals and dreams are belong to young people, who has lots of dreams about world, as soon as you grew up, being mature, I more likely living in present, not dreaming too much. When I started thinking what my dream is, I found that I am still a dreamer and I am young enough to embrace world. I do have dreams; I want to fulfill it before I die. Maybe this is my mission God assigned to me:1. be ready to welcome Gods coming; (very very important)2. be free of my daily survive, financially;3. tell my parents and my kid how much I love them; living with parents for awhile to make them happy before they pass away;4. I want to see my kid becoming a good, self independent people in society;5. I want to have a lovely family, lovely husband;6. Ask people forgiveness;7. Sold all my belongs to travel in the world with my lover;8. Help people for what I can supply;9. Open up a charity organization in China for counseling people who are suffering, especially woman;10. Learning god's words maturely, and preach Gods kingdom to world;11. If it is possible, I would like to set up a Christian school for children;12. Love people with whole my heart;13. My gift is I have a strong sense of heart for people, I would like properly utilize to serve people.
Monday, July 03, 2006
Temptations
Reading an article about how we face temptations:
"A victorious Christian life may still be a tempted life."
Temptation comes when we are drawn away by our own lusts (James 1:14).
There is something we must realize. As long as you and I are in this physical body we are going to be tempted. Realize there is no sin in being tempted. Realize you and I do not have to YIELD to temptation in any way. Remember sin is a choice. (Let's be honest. I'm a human being and I've sinned before. I know how this thing works.) I have a choice. If I'm tempted to do something wrong, I can choose to do right and God will empower me to keep that choice, or I can choose the wrong and Satan will eventually enslave me again.
To walk in the Spirit means to live in prayer and in the Word of God.
The Lord would have us call on Him when we are faced with temptation so that we don't sell out to the enemy. He wants to help us so that we do not have to face the problems created by our sin. Even if we fail, God will help us get up and go on and can turn what Satan meant for evil into good. However, it is better that we do not fall into the pit to begin with as we will be spared much suffering and sorrow.
Great message. Do pray, asking God for strength and wisdom to defeat various temptations in my daily life; handing over all circumstances to God, let Holy Spirit guiding me, and show me the truth. Sin is a choice, but God is love. Let God be the chooser, then we will win the battle in my life.
Pray for me
Nice sunny day, went to church worship, church picnic, and playing tennis with Lillian. Movie night with bunch of churchs friends. Superman III, full day again.Nasa invited me to go to coastal church picnic after morning service. I knew Nasa for 5 years, he is from Iran. I consider he is a godly man, he has very strong faith on God and he has very simple life; but somehow he has problems with church people. He left FBC for some rumor reason; I do not know what exactly happened. He was very upset. For my understanding, we should love people like Jesus loves us, people should not think about what this person had done in the past, and treat this person badly. We are all sinner, we are all not perfect, if you think you are better than others, then you make sin again, because pride is sin. We should humbly serve others, especially poor people.I completely understand Nasa’s feeling, but we should put faith on God, not people. For me I only care about how God think about me, not people. I found myself silly to write my journey in here, especially English is not my mother tongue, and I am still learning. I am writing, because I want to talk to God and report my daily life to him, my joy and my sadness. Dear heavenly father, I know you command us: do not disturb your heart, go to peace. But somehow my heart is not so calm now, because my emotional feeling, I need pray, I need to hand over all my feeling to you, let you in control.I pray in here for those people who need pray, I pray for Michael, I wish he will have a wonderful family, has many kids as he want; I pray for Jenny, I hope she can overcome her emotional pain love feeling; I pray for Lillian, I wish she will get her new job; I pray for Nasa, receive Gods abundant love, and take those negative feeling inside about people, love them with his whole heart; I pray for Davin, safe trip and success in business; I pray for Helen, finding new home in Vancouver; I pray for all my family, God keep them safe in China. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Save our earth, home
Beautiful day, playing tennis, had business meeting, new project coming in, had a movie with friend little bit regret missing church event.An inconvenient truth is a great documentary, gave us impressive message, globe warming. If this warming continues, we all well face the deadly consequences within 50 years; our children will suffer our consequences:More than a million species worldwide could be extinction by 2050. Global sea levels could rise by more than 20 feet, we will loss lots of green land, Beijing, Shanghai, New York, Vancouver etc will be burry under ocean. Nature disasters will happened often.It is terrible. Actually we can do something to reduce the pressure on earth. We can moral obligation to do so; small changes to our daily life can help to stop global warming. I should take some action from now. This is for our earth home, for our children:There are ten tips to do:Change a lightDrive less (I will walk more than drive0Recycle moreCheck your tires (I should learn how to check my tires first)Use less hot waterAvoid products with a lot of packagingAdjust your thermostatPlant a treeTurn off electronic devicesPlease check www.climatecrisis.netThis morning I went to Stanley Park to play tennis. I saw a lady there by herself. I know she loves playing tennis, because I saw her many times, just have no chance to chat with her. I asked her to play with me, she was very happy and we had good time playing together. Her name is colettee and original from France, she has been Canada for over 30 years. She talked me about work, life, past. When I asked her if she wants a family, she seems regret to answer me that she already passed the age of having a family. I know she wishes have a family. I will pray for her, God I need a family too.Time passed midnight, still have lots of things need to report, got messages from old friend, I could not do anything. Had very nice chat online.tiredzzzzzzzzzz
Friday, June 30, 2006
To an Old Friend
It was sad Friday night, back home earlier from work. My brother Peter is not at home, quiet. I need silence, I need to stay alone, and I need to face all my sadness, missing family, homesick, for the one I have lost. I often ask God why I am so weak, why I am afraid of the life in front me sometimes; I know I should put all my trust on Him.I read the message from my old friend this afternoon by accident, delay message always made me so sad. Then I ask myself why I could not get this message earlier, or on time? It was happened long times ago, for me it was long, longer enough to let me think about. Once I was so brave to jump onto a bouncing bed, I was so fascinate about how the bed bouncing me up, but when I was back to earth, the bed was not there anymore, my legs was broken, my heart was crashthe only reason was fears of love. God said love with no fear, love cast all the shadow; love your neighbor as your brother; lay down yourself to your friendsI am still a baby, fall down on my way, God is so good to calm me down to huddle me, and teach me how to love people and the one harmed you, because love is no fear. I am so thankful for those people on my journey, taught me lessons and being a great gift in my life.
Working for God
Mopping floor, cleaning window, packing all the glasses, plates and cups...what's this work for? I am working for God. God has purpose for each of us everyday; He sets up every opportunity for us during our daily bases. We all have our major job, we also have things to do for friends, family, helping people out, we do things for ourselves too. We maybe enjoy our work or not, feel boring, or tired, sometimes we think work is less importantthink of this way, we are doing work for God, because he set up all the work for us. Treat each work as God's assignment; you will fully use your heart to achieve the task.Always think this is your last opportunity, such as when I met new people in the tennis court, I always told myself this is the last opportunity I play game with this person, I must do my best, I must fully enjoy it, I must fight to win each point.When we cleaned the apartment this morning, sun pouring upon the carpet, we are singing, Jonelle said to me: Joanne, we are working for God. Yes, indeed we are working for God. this is my lesson for today and for my future. I am so enjoying and happy.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
God is so good
You can not change the past. Whatever has happened in your life so far-both good and bad can not be altered, and the decisions and events that you made you what you are today are indelibly inscribed in the story of your life.I never regret for what happened in my past, I believe all the endurances will eventually be gone, and I will overcame it, and I truly believe with God's help, all my life chores will be sort out, and put in God's way. With God's amazing love, I embrace all happiness of friendship, passionate love feeling, and curiosities about the world.For the past half year, I've learned all good things, let the past go, gave all my sorrow and grief to God, ask him for help, because keeping grief inside, eventually my spirit will be broken up, which not delight in God's sight; Ive learned how I can be patient to wait for the godly mate chosen from God for me, I am more enjoy to spend individually time with God, I invited Him to be with me in my every minutes, fun part and weak moment; I've learn how to work precisly and supply perfect work to people; I've learned how to be diligent to my life and truthfully living every day. God is so good, His love is the best in world.I wish my journey would be the witness of living God, and I wish God could use me to be His light in the world.This morning I helped my mentor Jonelle moving. Its gorgeous day. I met few of her friends, lovely people.
Amazing love
"Amazing Love how can it beThat you my king have died for me"
I just want to thank God in here for all the amazing love he supplied for me on this wonderful weekend, with Thomas went to Art gallery for first nation culture, stories, history; Peters tennis tournament; Pennys life stories, Wimbledon, my hero Roger Federer win the final match with Nadal; Sunday worship, fellowship with church friends; learning roller blade with Lilian, and with Michaels help; Millers home swimming party; met very intelligent person Fenton, with great lead ship ability, and went through whole business concept; also had great time with Davin at Fenton's home, met kids, and other business partners, Karen, Susan, Nick.. it was amazing that how God arranged people around me and help me out for everything. And also I can help people out in some ways too. This is the life supposed to be, to see people happy and fulfill their dream is my goal. Thanks.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Love and Sacrifice
Nice walking and chatting in Rice Lake this morning with friend, quiet, peace. Thanks God, He answered my prayer, I finally got chance to learn how to check my car tires. I am strongly believing that God arrange people in my life has his purposes, sometimes the assignment is tiny, but it’s good. In Christina family, we help each other to grow, and support each other, like Jesus said we are brothers and sisters. I also learn there is no fears for love, love always bring prosperity harvest. Love is not selfish, love is to give, to support with your heart. Always wish the best for people. My friend told me I have glow; I do not think I am perfect, I am a sinner, and God cleanse my soul and my body. I try do my best to live a good life in God’s way.
My friend brought up a question, why Noah curses his son Ham? Because he gospel his father’s nakedness, he did not cover his father, like other two sons, he feel his father’s drunk without cloth on is a shame. God try to teach us in here, we should cover others, not just when they need help, also when they are in embarrass situation, we can not proclaim their embarrassment, we must try to help them immediately. We must never feel ashamed about our parents, they are getting old, they are not younger anymore, wrinkle all around their face, if I were rejected by my kid, how my heart will be crashed. Same as our parents. That’s why Noah curses Ham, for his non reputation, for his shame feeling.
I am seriously thinking about working for Church, I wish God can answer my prayer. I know I am not good enough to do it, but I have heart to learn. Friends out there, pray for me.
Julie resigns from channel m work, big news for me. I had chat with her after I receive the news. I can see she has big smile on her face, I am very happy for her. She has her dreams and goals, she wants to involve in film industry, she has strong mind. Sometime we need to sacrifice something to fulfill our dreams. Once I had calling from God six years ago in Beijing, God told me, I must sacrifice myself. What’s that mean? Time passed by, I am still wondering, but I clearly know from that point, my life was changed, and joy came back. There is no regret to walk on God way, never.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Self Control
If you want to know me, get here to see me. What you will know, what I will be.
I think I am in trial now. My heart was driven by passion; we are human beings, we need passion to love, to do things, but we can not let passion to control our life, any decision should be based on directed by the Holy Spirit. Before entering any circumstances, you should have much pray.
When I am cool, I am not happy with my heart.
In 1 Corinthians 7:5 Do not deprive each other except by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control.
1 Thessalonians5:6 So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled.
Lovely New friend
I met a very lovely person in my life now. I am so thankful God. I know God arrange people together having his own purpose for each other, not by coincidence, and they carry on their own assignment for each other. Right now I am not clear what our mission for, but I believe there will be abundance blessings there for each other.I will settle down my blog home here now, to thank for my dearest new friend.I wrote down my dream and life goals yesterday, actually I think goals and dreams are belong to young people, who has lots of dreams about world, as soon as you grew up, being mature, I more likely living in present, not dreaming too much. When I started thinking what my dream is, I found that I am still a dreamer and I am young enough to embrace world. I do have dreams; I want to fulfill it before I die. Maybe this is my mission God assigned to me:1. be ready to welcome Gods coming; (very very important)2. be free of my daily survive, financially;3. tell my parents and my kid how much I love them; living with parents for awhile to make them happy before they pass away;4. I want to see my kid becoming a good, self independent people in society;5. I want to have a lovely family, lovely husband;6. Ask people forgiveness;7. Sold all my belongs to travel in the world with my lover;8. Help people for what I can supply;9. Open up a charity organization in China for counseling people who are suffering, especially woman;10. Learning god's words maturely, and preach Gods kingdom to world;11. If it is possible, I would like to set up a Christian school for children;12. Love people with whole my heart;13. My gift is I have a strong sense of heart for people, I would like properly utilize to serve people.
Monday, July 03, 2006
Temptations
Reading an article about how we face temptations:
"A victorious Christian life may still be a tempted life."
Temptation comes when we are drawn away by our own lusts (James 1:14).
There is something we must realize. As long as you and I are in this physical body we are going to be tempted. Realize there is no sin in being tempted. Realize you and I do not have to YIELD to temptation in any way. Remember sin is a choice. (Let's be honest. I'm a human being and I've sinned before. I know how this thing works.) I have a choice. If I'm tempted to do something wrong, I can choose to do right and God will empower me to keep that choice, or I can choose the wrong and Satan will eventually enslave me again.
To walk in the Spirit means to live in prayer and in the Word of God.
The Lord would have us call on Him when we are faced with temptation so that we don't sell out to the enemy. He wants to help us so that we do not have to face the problems created by our sin. Even if we fail, God will help us get up and go on and can turn what Satan meant for evil into good. However, it is better that we do not fall into the pit to begin with as we will be spared much suffering and sorrow.
Great message. Do pray, asking God for strength and wisdom to defeat various temptations in my daily life; handing over all circumstances to God, let Holy Spirit guiding me, and show me the truth. Sin is a choice, but God is love. Let God be the chooser, then we will win the battle in my life.
Pray for me
Nice sunny day, went to church worship, church picnic, and playing tennis with Lillian. Movie night with bunch of churchs friends. Superman III, full day again.Nasa invited me to go to coastal church picnic after morning service. I knew Nasa for 5 years, he is from Iran. I consider he is a godly man, he has very strong faith on God and he has very simple life; but somehow he has problems with church people. He left FBC for some rumor reason; I do not know what exactly happened. He was very upset. For my understanding, we should love people like Jesus loves us, people should not think about what this person had done in the past, and treat this person badly. We are all sinner, we are all not perfect, if you think you are better than others, then you make sin again, because pride is sin. We should humbly serve others, especially poor people.I completely understand Nasa’s feeling, but we should put faith on God, not people. For me I only care about how God think about me, not people. I found myself silly to write my journey in here, especially English is not my mother tongue, and I am still learning. I am writing, because I want to talk to God and report my daily life to him, my joy and my sadness. Dear heavenly father, I know you command us: do not disturb your heart, go to peace. But somehow my heart is not so calm now, because my emotional feeling, I need pray, I need to hand over all my feeling to you, let you in control.I pray in here for those people who need pray, I pray for Michael, I wish he will have a wonderful family, has many kids as he want; I pray for Jenny, I hope she can overcome her emotional pain love feeling; I pray for Lillian, I wish she will get her new job; I pray for Nasa, receive Gods abundant love, and take those negative feeling inside about people, love them with his whole heart; I pray for Davin, safe trip and success in business; I pray for Helen, finding new home in Vancouver; I pray for all my family, God keep them safe in China. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Save our earth, home
Beautiful day, playing tennis, had business meeting, new project coming in, had a movie with friend little bit regret missing church event.An inconvenient truth is a great documentary, gave us impressive message, globe warming. If this warming continues, we all well face the deadly consequences within 50 years; our children will suffer our consequences:More than a million species worldwide could be extinction by 2050. Global sea levels could rise by more than 20 feet, we will loss lots of green land, Beijing, Shanghai, New York, Vancouver etc will be burry under ocean. Nature disasters will happened often.It is terrible. Actually we can do something to reduce the pressure on earth. We can moral obligation to do so; small changes to our daily life can help to stop global warming. I should take some action from now. This is for our earth home, for our children:There are ten tips to do:Change a lightDrive less (I will walk more than drive0Recycle moreCheck your tires (I should learn how to check my tires first)Use less hot waterAvoid products with a lot of packagingAdjust your thermostatPlant a treeTurn off electronic devicesPlease check www.climatecrisis.netThis morning I went to Stanley Park to play tennis. I saw a lady there by herself. I know she loves playing tennis, because I saw her many times, just have no chance to chat with her. I asked her to play with me, she was very happy and we had good time playing together. Her name is colettee and original from France, she has been Canada for over 30 years. She talked me about work, life, past. When I asked her if she wants a family, she seems regret to answer me that she already passed the age of having a family. I know she wishes have a family. I will pray for her, God I need a family too.Time passed midnight, still have lots of things need to report, got messages from old friend, I could not do anything. Had very nice chat online.tiredzzzzzzzzzz
Friday, June 30, 2006
To an Old Friend
It was sad Friday night, back home earlier from work. My brother Peter is not at home, quiet. I need silence, I need to stay alone, and I need to face all my sadness, missing family, homesick, for the one I have lost. I often ask God why I am so weak, why I am afraid of the life in front me sometimes; I know I should put all my trust on Him.I read the message from my old friend this afternoon by accident, delay message always made me so sad. Then I ask myself why I could not get this message earlier, or on time? It was happened long times ago, for me it was long, longer enough to let me think about. Once I was so brave to jump onto a bouncing bed, I was so fascinate about how the bed bouncing me up, but when I was back to earth, the bed was not there anymore, my legs was broken, my heart was crashthe only reason was fears of love. God said love with no fear, love cast all the shadow; love your neighbor as your brother; lay down yourself to your friendsI am still a baby, fall down on my way, God is so good to calm me down to huddle me, and teach me how to love people and the one harmed you, because love is no fear. I am so thankful for those people on my journey, taught me lessons and being a great gift in my life.
Working for God
Mopping floor, cleaning window, packing all the glasses, plates and cups...what's this work for? I am working for God. God has purpose for each of us everyday; He sets up every opportunity for us during our daily bases. We all have our major job, we also have things to do for friends, family, helping people out, we do things for ourselves too. We maybe enjoy our work or not, feel boring, or tired, sometimes we think work is less importantthink of this way, we are doing work for God, because he set up all the work for us. Treat each work as God's assignment; you will fully use your heart to achieve the task.Always think this is your last opportunity, such as when I met new people in the tennis court, I always told myself this is the last opportunity I play game with this person, I must do my best, I must fully enjoy it, I must fight to win each point.When we cleaned the apartment this morning, sun pouring upon the carpet, we are singing, Jonelle said to me: Joanne, we are working for God. Yes, indeed we are working for God. this is my lesson for today and for my future. I am so enjoying and happy.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
God is so good
You can not change the past. Whatever has happened in your life so far-both good and bad can not be altered, and the decisions and events that you made you what you are today are indelibly inscribed in the story of your life.I never regret for what happened in my past, I believe all the endurances will eventually be gone, and I will overcame it, and I truly believe with God's help, all my life chores will be sort out, and put in God's way. With God's amazing love, I embrace all happiness of friendship, passionate love feeling, and curiosities about the world.For the past half year, I've learned all good things, let the past go, gave all my sorrow and grief to God, ask him for help, because keeping grief inside, eventually my spirit will be broken up, which not delight in God's sight; Ive learned how I can be patient to wait for the godly mate chosen from God for me, I am more enjoy to spend individually time with God, I invited Him to be with me in my every minutes, fun part and weak moment; I've learn how to work precisly and supply perfect work to people; I've learned how to be diligent to my life and truthfully living every day. God is so good, His love is the best in world.I wish my journey would be the witness of living God, and I wish God could use me to be His light in the world.This morning I helped my mentor Jonelle moving. Its gorgeous day. I met few of her friends, lovely people.
change myself
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Woo, I changed myself today, I was so happy. All my colleagues gave me different opinions:
· You are cool girl now
· You are sexy…
· You are opened
· You are hot now
· You are different than before….
I do not understand why my personalities was influenced by my hair's change. I am wondering how people consider a new people, through their outlook, or their inside. Anyway, I feel so good today, because I made myself happier and change.
Woo, I changed myself today, I was so happy. All my colleagues gave me different opinions:
· You are cool girl now
· You are sexy…
· You are opened
· You are hot now
· You are different than before….
I do not understand why my personalities was influenced by my hair's change. I am wondering how people consider a new people, through their outlook, or their inside. Anyway, I feel so good today, because I made myself happier and change.
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