十月是温哥华雨季， 绵绵的细雨就如同我绵绵的思绪， 很多很多。。。
序序得抑郁症， 搞得我也快抑郁了， 做妈妈的只想让她开心， 其实她这个样子， 我早有预感， 太多的困惑在她的成长过程中。
贝加很开心， 她完全把我当妈妈了， 看到她的转变， 我也好开心。
我依旧还是孤独的一个人， 尽管我不想一个人， 可命运偏偏在捉弄我， 就是不给我那个意中人。
Monday, October 13, 2008
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
"blue Eyes Boy"
恨久没有来到这里， 似乎忙碌的生活已经让我无暇估计写点生活小片段在这里了。
序序恨懂事了， 一天天长大了。
今天三点半下班， 匆匆在大统华买了三菜的合饭给JAIMIE， 因为我知道她一定恨饿， 回到家，发现她不在家， 打电话又没有人接，有点担心。原来她在比赛羽毛球。。。。后来她又打电话给我， 说晚上要去学校看表演， 因为时间来不及， 要我用车送她。可等到她回到家， 就忙着给自己脸上涂抹， 我就笑她， ”臭美“， 她说她难得”臭美“一次，因为晚上有”BLUE EYES BOYS“的演出。我恍然大悟。
她经常会提起班里那个蓝眼睛的帅哥， 但有一次她说她决定放弃他。。。她有chinese boy, malaysian boy, brown eyes boy....so many boys。。。不过序序很好， 她什么都跟我说， 包括她们好朋友之间的事情。我想女儿和妈妈之间已经没有带勾了， 我更像她的朋友。不过她有时还要我抱抱她。。。
序序恨懂事了， 一天天长大了。
今天三点半下班， 匆匆在大统华买了三菜的合饭给JAIMIE， 因为我知道她一定恨饿， 回到家，发现她不在家， 打电话又没有人接，有点担心。原来她在比赛羽毛球。。。。后来她又打电话给我， 说晚上要去学校看表演， 因为时间来不及， 要我用车送她。可等到她回到家， 就忙着给自己脸上涂抹， 我就笑她， ”臭美“， 她说她难得”臭美“一次，因为晚上有”BLUE EYES BOYS“的演出。我恍然大悟。
她经常会提起班里那个蓝眼睛的帅哥， 但有一次她说她决定放弃他。。。她有chinese boy, malaysian boy, brown eyes boy....so many boys。。。不过序序很好， 她什么都跟我说， 包括她们好朋友之间的事情。我想女儿和妈妈之间已经没有带勾了， 我更像她的朋友。不过她有时还要我抱抱她。。。
Friday, September 28, 2007
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Blessings
May the blessing of light be upon you, light on the outside and light on the inside.
With God's sunlight shining on you.
May your heart glow with warmth like a turf fire
that welcomes friends and stranger alike.
May the light of the Lord shine from your eyes like a candle in the winter, welcome the weary traveler.
May the blessings of God's soft rain be upon you falling gently on your head refreshing your soul with the sweetness of little flowers newly blooming.
May the strength of the winds of heaven bless you, carrying the rain to wash your spirit clean, sparkling after, in the sunlight.
May the blessing of God's earth be on you and as you walk the roads, may you always have a kind word for those you meet.
May you understand the strength and power of God in a thunderstorm in winter, the quiet beauty of creation, and the calm of a summer sunset.
And may you come to realize that insignificant as you may seem in this great universe, you are an important part of God's plan.
May He watch over you and keep you safe from harm.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Trials
一大早就被刺耳的噪音吵醒, 突然发现自家门前的小树林被砍走, 露出极为难看,破旧的铁轨, 天铁尽露无疑….我突然意识到, it is a bad day.
这是昨天, 星期一, 三月二十号. 得到确认的通知, 新房子二十二号结交, 银行贷款出了问题, 有可能贷不下来; 现在的房子没有卖出去, 房产经纪告诉我他也很头痛…
终于体会到什么叫煎熬, 我的每一分钟都在经历考验…
I know every trial come to you has the reason, I had to put all my trust on God, asking him to help me, because He loves me so much, and I know He will…
Dear heavenly Father please helps me. You are my shelter, you are my comfort. Pray for me friends there.
这是昨天, 星期一, 三月二十号. 得到确认的通知, 新房子二十二号结交, 银行贷款出了问题, 有可能贷不下来; 现在的房子没有卖出去, 房产经纪告诉我他也很头痛…
终于体会到什么叫煎熬, 我的每一分钟都在经历考验…
I know every trial come to you has the reason, I had to put all my trust on God, asking him to help me, because He loves me so much, and I know He will…
Dear heavenly Father please helps me. You are my shelter, you are my comfort. Pray for me friends there.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Birthday
Today is my birthday….
• Jaimie is ridiculous, absent from school, cursing words…because she thought this is a game and she wants to win! Stupid! I had to let her to know, she is playing with her own life and she had to response the consequence of her behaviors. I do not know how long it will last, but I hope I am the one to stop her such stupid actions;
• Get my happy birthday card and gift from Tom, thanks so much for all the support;
• Get my pay cheque of freelance postcard design work;
• My ChaiTime print ad design work is approved;
• Get a hug from my co worker;
• Jaimie is ridiculous, absent from school, cursing words…because she thought this is a game and she wants to win! Stupid! I had to let her to know, she is playing with her own life and she had to response the consequence of her behaviors. I do not know how long it will last, but I hope I am the one to stop her such stupid actions;
• Get my happy birthday card and gift from Tom, thanks so much for all the support;
• Get my pay cheque of freelance postcard design work;
• My ChaiTime print ad design work is approved;
• Get a hug from my co worker;
Friday, February 23, 2007
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Summarization
• Bought my new first home in Canada
• Jaimie is with me now, she is very happy to be at school
• Had a very special friend
• Channel m work situation is much better and pleasure now
• Helping FBC doing contract work
• Orange studio projects are ongoing…
There are just so many things happened every day.
• Jaimie is with me now, she is very happy to be at school
• Had a very special friend
• Channel m work situation is much better and pleasure now
• Helping FBC doing contract work
• Orange studio projects are ongoing…
There are just so many things happened every day.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Madness
I was so pissed off today at channel m for nobody taking responsibilities and put blame on me. I am the only person do the entire graphics work and saved the show on time on air. I was physically and mentally being tortured, for saving work, for my good heart working, there is no VP or head of production team members saying any words about appreciation, instead of blaming…
What’s means of executive producer, supervising producer, producer, VP…if I have big role to stop entire show on air, they should give me double credits.
I was sad by channel m situation now. There are Gossiping, no respect, blaming, stepping out for ownership, because they have rights and power to blame others. I only want to say is “F”. God please forgive me for my bad manner now.
ChaiTime Opening
What’s means of executive producer, supervising producer, producer, VP…if I have big role to stop entire show on air, they should give me double credits.
I was sad by channel m situation now. There are Gossiping, no respect, blaming, stepping out for ownership, because they have rights and power to blame others. I only want to say is “F”. God please forgive me for my bad manner now.
ChaiTime Opening
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
911
Today is 911, got idea to watch movie “World Trade center”. It was sad though to watch such a movie and basically I know the answer. When police rush in the building to save people there….
I think the director is very smart to choose this name to create a center of attention of people, but I do not think the movie represented the Title.
Monday, September 11, 2006
ROSARIO FOREVER
Morning church, 8 hours fulltime work, 4 hours TIM design work…work, work….it is all my life now. I got a nice break, went to see Latin American Film Festival movie, called ROSARIO FOREVER
It is very good movie, but very depress. Comparing with Rosario’s life, my life is just working, working, I am the lucky one.
Emilio Maillé / Colombia / Mexico
Synopsis
Antonio and Emilio, two upper class friends, notice a woman at a popular disco. Who is this incarnation of temptation? This irresistible male fantasy? She is Rosario. Antonio, the introvert, and Emilio, the stud, succumb to the sensuality of this woman while she is drawn to their innocence and aura. Rosario, who has known only one version of life, suddenly sees things differently. Based on the bestseller by Jorge Franco
Cast
Flora Martínez, Unax Ugalde, Manolo Cardona, Rodrigo Oviedo, Alonso Arias
Festivals and Awards
Best Picture-Cartagena International Film Festival, 2006
Bio
Emilio Maillé was born in Mexico and has lived in Paris since 1980. With studies in literature and cinematography, he was the assistant director for several television and feature films before directing his first documentary, Los Años Arruza, which received the FIPA award in the Biarritz Film Festival in 1997.
It is very good movie, but very depress. Comparing with Rosario’s life, my life is just working, working, I am the lucky one.
Emilio Maillé / Colombia / Mexico
Synopsis
Antonio and Emilio, two upper class friends, notice a woman at a popular disco. Who is this incarnation of temptation? This irresistible male fantasy? She is Rosario. Antonio, the introvert, and Emilio, the stud, succumb to the sensuality of this woman while she is drawn to their innocence and aura. Rosario, who has known only one version of life, suddenly sees things differently. Based on the bestseller by Jorge Franco
Cast
Flora Martínez, Unax Ugalde, Manolo Cardona, Rodrigo Oviedo, Alonso Arias
Festivals and Awards
Best Picture-Cartagena International Film Festival, 2006
Bio
Emilio Maillé was born in Mexico and has lived in Paris since 1980. With studies in literature and cinematography, he was the assistant director for several television and feature films before directing his first documentary, Los Años Arruza, which received the FIPA award in the Biarritz Film Festival in 1997.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
"Crank"
Crank - “Beijing Cocktail”
Poison in his veins. Vengeance in his heart
It is very different movie, Fast. Hyper. Action-packed. Drug-induced. Insane. Crank is all these things, and extremely entertaining too. No doubt a movie made just for the guys, it's filled with guns, car chases, sex, random humor, nudity.
It is very good editing.
Directed by
Mark Neveldine
Brian Taylor
Plot Outline: A hit man (Statham) learns that a poison injected into his body will kill him if his heart rate drops too much. Now he must exact his revenge on the people who injected him before he takes his last breath.
Poison in his veins. Vengeance in his heart
It is very different movie, Fast. Hyper. Action-packed. Drug-induced. Insane. Crank is all these things, and extremely entertaining too. No doubt a movie made just for the guys, it's filled with guns, car chases, sex, random humor, nudity.
It is very good editing.
Directed by
Mark Neveldine
Brian Taylor
Plot Outline: A hit man (Statham) learns that a poison injected into his body will kill him if his heart rate drops too much. Now he must exact his revenge on the people who injected him before he takes his last breath.
River Queen
Director: Vincent Ward
Cast: Samantha Morton, Kiefer Sutherland, Cliff Curtis, Temuera Morrison, Anton Lesser, Rawiri Pene, Stephen Rea, Wi Kuki Kaa, Mark Ruka, Tyson Reweti, Grayson Putu, Nathan Passfield, Laura Coyte Douglas, Julie Ranginui, Brandon Lakshman, Kayte Ferguson
Plot: New Zealand, 1868 - a country in the midst of a war between British settlers and the Maori tribes resisting the colonization of their lands. At the furthest outpost, a young Irish woman's life is torn apart when her son is taken from her and brought up river by his Maori Grandfather. Unsure whether or not he is even alive she continues her search for seven long years. Caught between two sides, RIVER QUEEN tells the story of a woman's struggle to choose sides and her journey to win back her missing son.
Good movie though.
Cast: Samantha Morton, Kiefer Sutherland, Cliff Curtis, Temuera Morrison, Anton Lesser, Rawiri Pene, Stephen Rea, Wi Kuki Kaa, Mark Ruka, Tyson Reweti, Grayson Putu, Nathan Passfield, Laura Coyte Douglas, Julie Ranginui, Brandon Lakshman, Kayte Ferguson
Plot: New Zealand, 1868 - a country in the midst of a war between British settlers and the Maori tribes resisting the colonization of their lands. At the furthest outpost, a young Irish woman's life is torn apart when her son is taken from her and brought up river by his Maori Grandfather. Unsure whether or not he is even alive she continues her search for seven long years. Caught between two sides, RIVER QUEEN tells the story of a woman's struggle to choose sides and her journey to win back her missing son.
Good movie though.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Hectic Period
Life has been super busy, so many responsibilities now. Channel m new live Hindi show will be launched on Monday, and it made me crazy. Basically because of the producer indecision, they pushed me to the end and I finished entire work within five days; I was physically sick and mentally be tortured.
Good news is I got a part time job, design for Team In Motion company weekly at home. Few online meeting with core people in the company, they all are very happy with my work; Church work is on my way; Orange studio….God I am very tired.
Good news is I got a part time job, design for Team In Motion company weekly at home. Few online meeting with core people in the company, they all are very happy with my work; Church work is on my way; Orange studio….God I am very tired.
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